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2005-12-27 - 10:39 p.m.
it's hard sometimes. being with my friend. watching it all. her marriage. her life. crumbling. but, then, i imagine it might happen to me one day and i'd be thankful to have someone who stuck by and didn't get sick of the shit. not that i'm a martyr or anything. it's good - our relationship. she knows i'd do anything for her. and also nothing.
watching movies like Braveheart for the first time ever helps also. wow. mel had it goin' on even way back then.
