mercy
2005-10-05 - 11:21 p.m.
my whole life is gone. what i had become i am no more and i cannot return to what i was. i am stuck in the middle of some insignificant space in time and that is so undesireable to me.
i am so much a whole lot of nothing it's not even funny.
i want to die.
i cannot find a way to live peacefully and without fucking most everything up.
i think way too much.
and, i still want to die
