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Where is a hug when I fucking need one???? 2005-02-23 - 10:48 p.m. Oh God, I've got lots of decisions to make. I just need a break from life. I need to take some time off and there's no time. I need to step away and get my head together because my head is not good nowadays. I'm irritated with everything and everyone, including myself. I've got a low grade in my micro course. I may not even pull the C I need in order for it to count for my nursing program. Therefore, I might drop the class. That's right, I might quit. What the hell?!?! I just need a clear head. However, if I can make it through the next three weeks and do okay, I'll be done with it and I won't have to retake the course next year. I'll just have pharm to take next year. Which I could handle - one class. But, I don't know if can handle the next three weeks. 'Cause I've gotta get my shit together with anatomy as well... not doing so great in there either. I'm way down and I can't get myself up. I'm sick to boot - have been for 1.5 weeks now. Now, all I do is cough nonstop and go through phases where I feel achy again. Nice. And, can I get an appointment with my doctor? No. Because I work and or go to school from 7 a.m. until 9 p.m. Monday through Thursday. Fridays are out 'cause I work from 9:30 until 6 and heaven forbid if the doctor has an 8 a.m. appointment. Screw weekends. They're not open. So, I'm in need of antibiotics, but can't get any. |