brain fried
2004-03-16 - 3:19 p.m.
have to go take chem final in 2.5 hours. scared. kind of want A, but afraid won't get. eff. will shower and go. selling book too. hopefully will get $30 or $40 for book. maybe go to grocery store and get yummy five calorie minute maid drink. and then maybe dump vodka in it. but, probably not b/c must work at 6 a.m. tomorrow. must go to gym tomorrow. never went yesterday or today. did okay on emt final. should know final grade by tomorrow. teacher lady will call. got 99% on emt exam last week over chapters 7-15. hopefully, get 90 or higher on final. equals A. even if get 80 or 70, probably still get A. eff up chem final? equals B. equals no dean's list. equals dean will not send me a letter. want letter from dean! dean equals kick ass. hope to make dean's list. love dean's list. dean's list equals smart, equals scholarship money if ever get off ass and apply for scholarships. dean's list equals make parents proud. dean's list equals make bill proud. bill loves me always. especially when i pet him. will just pet bill equals bill proud. no dean's list for bill. if i make it, i won't tell him b/c cat won't care. cats don't care. about nuthin'. no kitty cats care.
gotta doodie.
